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I almost wish that you hated me
'Cause every time we speak
I feel more sorry for you
I made a mistake
But that doesn't mean you can exaggerate what we've been through
I know I fucked up
But the past doesn't give you a pass
To sit around
And hope things come to you
And I know it's hard to move on, but
Loving a broken crutch won't help it lift you up
I don't think that you know who you are
Or what kind of person you wish you could be
You're just floating, and coasting
And hoping that no one sees
Floating
Coasting
Never coping
Hoping no one sees
The past doesn't give you a pass
To sit around
And hope things come to you
And I know it's hard to move on, but
Loving a broken crutch won't help it lift you up
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Since You Left
04:12
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I miss you
I know I've said it a thousand times
But I'll say it again
I miss you
And I just keep replaying the last things that you said
In my head
That you didn't wanna get emotional again
But a part of me hopes you did
'Cause when you went back inside
It's like a part of me
Followed back in with you
And I cried on the highway
Like I cried when you held me
On the last day you were here
And since you left
The colors of this place have all run gray
And since you left
I can't help but wish that you had stayed
But you left
And that's best for you
And it's what you wanted
But you left
And I wish we could've finished what we started
I'm a wreck
It sounds cliche to say
But it's true
I'm a mess
And I don't think I'll be okay until I see you again
And it's not fair
As soon as you walked into my life
You turned around and ran
And maybe one day I'll catch you
But it won't be the same as it was back then
And since you left
The colors of this place have all run gray
And since you left
I can't help but wish that you had stayed
But you left
And that's best for you
And it's what you wanted
But you left
And I wish we could've finished what we started
(Ya know I wish that we could finish what we started)
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Moving On
02:51
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I wanna fuckin' move out
But I can't afford it
'Cause the summer's over, and I'm unemployed
And don't know what I'm gonna do about it
I thought extra time in this place would make it seem like the summer wasn't over
But now all the people I love are gone
And it feels empty, awful, and darker
I really miss you
And I hope you miss me too
But there's no way for me to really know
When the only time I see you's when I'm starin' at my phone
And I never thought I'd wanna go
All the way to Colorado
But after sayin' goodbye again
I wanna see those fuckin' mountains
Just give me one more week with the people I love most
Or just one more day to say goodbye I'm not ready to go home
And we can lie and say we'll see each other in a month or maybe next year
But we all know that people move on
And they're gonna move on from here
(Gonna move on from here)
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Spill
02:51
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I'm not the type of person to not go all in
I'm all or nothing
No I can't just get my feet wet
Especially with love
My feelings are all dead set
I can't take risks anymore
I need a safe bet
'Cause someone fucked me up before
And they know what they did
And ever since I just always had my feelings
Hidden from the world
As to look less vulnerable
But since I've opened up
I can't escape what's in my skull
I'll be honest
I'm a wreck ever since you left
And that's not your fault
It's just the way that I am
You had a presence that would calm my insecurities
And now you're gone
And I can't fight what's haunting me
I don't want you to feel like you left this mess
For me to clean up
It was here long before we met
But I feel like I miss you more than you miss me
And not being good enough is fucking killing me
I feel so ignored
Like a spill on the floor
That you never bothered to clean up
So you cover me up
With a blanket or rug
To hide what are now rotten floorboards
But I'll always be there
In the back of your mind
And one day I'll be exposed
And then you'll have to stare at me
Warped and rotting
And finally reap what you sewed
But I'm not just a spill
And I won't let you kill
What was left of my pride
And I'll keep a strong will
Because I'm not complacent
I won't lie here patient
Because I've been too silent
But I'm ready to face this
You will never love me
The way I wanted to love you
And it hurts to say it
But the sooner I face it
The sooner I'll pull through
And I hope
You'll remember me
As more than just a vacation
And if I find someone new
They'll never be just your replacement
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