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I Wish Things Could've Ended Different

by Normalcy

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Sometimes I wonder how it might be To just hang in the void and abandon my body Just me and my thoughts like a brain in a vat And I'd never have to worry about this or that like How do they see me and does it even matter Or is there a way to know that I'm getting better 'Cause I've been taking my pills and trying my best But still don't feel like that adds up to progress And I'm so grateful to finally have a spark now But I don't know if I'll be able to take it if it dies and fizzles out And I'm so grateful to finally have a spark now But I don't know if I'll be able to take it if it dies and fizzles out And I have never had a fucking normal life But now I wanna go and make it so much stranger And if that seems stupid just know I have to do it And maybe when it's over you will finally get it And I'm so grateful to finally have a spark now But I don't know if I'll be able to take it if it dies and fizzles out I'm so grateful to finally have a spark now But I don't know if I'll be able to take it if it dies and fizzles out And I'm so grateful to finally have a spark now But I don't know if I'll be able to take it if it dies and fizzles out
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Ice Skadium 04:24
I don't recognize Myself in the mirror Anymore But you You say you do But how do I know that is true When I know you would say anything To make me feel alright Maybe you're right But if not I'm glad you lied All This suffering Can't be because I am Just too Lazy Believe me when I say That I'm Trying To be the person that I used To be But I can't be him anymore No I can't be him anymore And I don't think I was before Take A look At me And tell me what you see Someone You'd never wanna be Well maybe you're right But if not I'm glad you lied All This suffering Can't be because I am Just too Lazy Believe me when I say That I'm Trying To be the person that I used To be But I can't be him anymore No I can't be him anymore Because I never was before I can't be the person I used to be 'Cause I never was him before
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Life almost feels easy when I'm Stressed out of mind because when Things are looking up I wonder Why they aren't like that all the time Like a mountain reflected in water Just above the seafloor Although deep in appearance diving in reveals there's nothing more And maybe I'm not punk enough 'Cause I was mostly happy growing up Well jokes on me 'cause now I'm stuck Maybe now you'll think I'm broken enough Who the hell told you to be so loud You ignore every cry to calm down If attention was a pill you Would've overdosed a long time ago I tried to be there for you But I felt I couldn't leave like I was Held hostage by your bad news I yield my time I don't mean to sound self righteous But you know we're all struggling And throwing all your problems at me is to say in one word Troubling We all have our demons We all have our bones to pick But I'm worried if I hear your voice again I'll have to add you to the list I'm adding your name to the fucking list Who the hell told you to be so loud You ignore every cry to calm down If attention was a pill you Would've overdosed a long time ago I tried to be there for you But I felt I couldn't leave like I was Held hostage by your bad news I yield my time

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released November 20, 2022

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