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Sometimes I wonder how it might be
To just hang in the void and abandon my body
Just me and my thoughts like a brain in a vat
And I'd never have to worry about this or that like
How do they see me and does it even matter
Or is there a way to know that I'm getting better
'Cause I've been taking my pills and trying my best
But still don't feel like that adds up to progress
And I'm so grateful to finally have a spark now
But I don't know if I'll be able to take it if it dies and fizzles out
And I'm so grateful to finally have a spark now
But I don't know if I'll be able to take it if it dies and fizzles out
And I have never had a fucking normal life
But now I wanna go and make it so much stranger
And if that seems stupid just know I have to do it
And maybe when it's over you will finally get it
And I'm so grateful to finally have a spark now
But I don't know if I'll be able to take it if it dies and fizzles out
I'm so grateful to finally have a spark now
But I don't know if I'll be able to take it if it dies and fizzles out
And I'm so grateful to finally have a spark now
But I don't know if I'll be able to take it if it dies and fizzles out
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Ice Skadium
04:24
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I don't recognize
Myself in the mirror
Anymore
But you
You say you do
But how do I know that is true
When I know you would say anything
To make me feel alright
Maybe you're right
But if not I'm glad you lied
All
This suffering
Can't be because I am
Just too
Lazy
Believe me when I say
That I'm
Trying
To be the person that
I used
To be
But I can't be him anymore
No I can't be him anymore
And I don't think I was before
Take
A look
At me
And tell me what you see
Someone
You'd never wanna be
Well maybe you're right
But if not I'm glad you lied
All
This suffering
Can't be because I am
Just too
Lazy
Believe me when I say
That I'm
Trying
To be the person that
I used
To be
But I can't be him anymore
No I can't be him anymore
Because I never was before
I can't be the person
I used to be
'Cause I never was him before
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Life almost feels easy when I'm
Stressed out of mind because when
Things are looking up I wonder
Why they aren't like that all the time
Like a mountain reflected in water
Just above the seafloor
Although deep in appearance diving in reveals there's nothing more
And maybe I'm not punk enough
'Cause I was mostly happy growing up
Well jokes on me 'cause now I'm stuck
Maybe now you'll think I'm broken enough
Who the hell told you to be so loud
You ignore every cry to calm down
If attention was a pill you
Would've overdosed a long time ago
I tried to be there for you
But I felt I couldn't leave like I was
Held hostage by your bad news
I yield my time
I don't mean to sound self righteous
But you know we're all struggling
And throwing all your problems at me is to say in one word
Troubling
We all have our demons
We all have our bones to pick
But I'm worried if I hear your voice again
I'll have to add you to the list
I'm adding your name to the fucking list
Who the hell told you to be so loud
You ignore every cry to calm down
If attention was a pill you
Would've overdosed a long time ago
I tried to be there for you
But I felt I couldn't leave like I was
Held hostage by your bad news
I yield my time
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